It is sometimes strange to meet people from the past again. Somebody you have hung out a lot at some place and some time, but you kind of slighted into different lives after that. It’s nice to hang out with them, but it’s also frustrating. You threat each other like you did years ago. Fine when nothing changes. But when you have experienced different things and changed differently, you don’t want to be spoken to the same way as when you were young and stupid. It’s especially depressing when the other person seemed to have not changed at all. And then are the little habits that used to amused both of us and now they are just plain annoying. It’s definitely more strange than I expected. The past is frightening.
you seem to hate yourself. your self of today will be your self of yesterday tomorrow and you will be different tomorrow from today. you actually just are what you were and not what you will beor are. Hrm… that’s too complicated for me to explain in english 🙁
No, you miss the point. You are what you are now, not your past and not your future. Everybody changes, especially between 20 and 25. If somebody deals with you as if you were still 20, it’s annoying.